stuck on pause

the rolling thick

enthralling dark

can become the

standstill thin

mediocre and pedestrian

dark

what to do then?

the night was suppossed

to be all fun and sunshine

as paradoxical as it might sound

but the night is standing still

and there is laundry to do

and dishes to clean

the writer on television

said the trick is to not become

too affected by outside influences

firstly and secondly to

not imitate yourself and how

you know you could sound did sound

when you were writing w/ fire

and verve...

if he was talking to me he

would have been over-estimating me to

begin with!

I'd settle for a small flame...

a dark-eyed woman

a bottle of beer

the right song

something, anything!...

so as time stops

on a slow dutiful night

and eternity was suppossed to open

up white lotus blossoming consciousness from the crown of

the head and such

it seems instead that

time has just stopped